20mins of OOPM

today slack at home.. tot oopm start at 11am[actually is 10am] ... then matthew msg me ask me where am i .. lol. then i tot something is wrong.. chiong to SP... 10.35am liao.. lol.. then tok tok and tok until the lesson ends.. lol..

then chiong home to do stsc lor.. heng 6pm i finished everything of STSC assignment... ^-^... now relaxing.. watching Ren Wo Ao You.. rocks man.... i go back slack liao.. cya

I AM SO ANGRY...

Fuming Fuming and Fuming now!!!
my OOPM Graded Assignment got 98/100.. but it was so unfair lor.. the ppl marked by mr micheal spicer got mostly 100 .. but mr hubertus marked so .. 2 marks for just for almost nothing.. argh.. and 2 marks gone just like that.. haiz...

tmr intended to go only for the lecture and skip tutorial to go home to continue to work on STSC storyboard due on thursday.. sian now.. go rest 1st....

veryvery sian liao...

i spent the whole of my sunday rotting and drawing shits.. lol.. ya shits.. i cant draw as good as b4 liao.. my gift was gone.. haiz...

today early in the morning wake up to draw me.. then went to SP for class... haiz.. then noe that no need to go for STSC liao.. watch a video clip there.. called SONS.. i cried due to the touching narrations.. haiz.. then DVID oso no need to go liao.. then go to support Jiayi, Gwen, and Cherene.. for their DVID assignment 2 presentation.. if we didnt go.. only Mr Lau and Miss Jennifer Ang and Miss Meng Lai there.. very pathetic de lor..

the DAUD assignment was cleared today too.. Christopher oso burnt then into cd leh.. LEFT IDEAS presentation and STSC...

going back to draw.....

exhausted...

today.. early in the morning wake up then when to SP for my Japanese class.. very fun today.. no dications no quiz and the work in the course book for us to do is very easy IMO lah.. haha.. then after a break in between, came back and michelle said hi.. i was like.. huh.. she was sitting right behide me and i dun noe.. lol..

anyway.. i wanna study after that... when to Parkway Parade KFC to study,, and thank chee hong for accompanying me to study.. ppl from tp holidays liao.. wah liao .. i study he read novel... then b4 i finish.. he read finish the novel liao.. power sia.. lol.. anyway.. i havent study finish yet.. in between.. our mr ou daye and mr ong boon song came in .. and tease me.. cos they all TPkers.. haiz.. stupid SP.. sian.. no long holidays and so many assignments.. then halfway thru my study session.. i gave up.. cos its gonna take forever.. there for we went out and to ECP.. haha

very tired now.. later then sign in msn... cya

two assignments cleared!!!!

OOPM i handed in today after last nite rush! till 12am.. very very sian now.. and sleepy..

just now we presented our dvid assignment.. feel abit relax liao.. but not totally cos of exams... haiz.. tonite can revise my japanese lor!! hopfully i will not be angry today.. haiz...

Every beginning has an end...

I suddenly have a urge to note this down..
it has been 11 years down the road...

from MacPherson Primary to MacPherson Secondary to Singapore Polytechnic ..

when i was in primary school.. life is so carefree, everyday is just to go to chat with classmates and my god sisters from other classes. until that fateful day.. my leg incident.. then after everything goes wrong.. and i didnt bother.. until that last day of school.. everyone left school with friend's contact and hopes... to meet each other again in the future.. except me.. why?? i dun noe.. maybe its that fact that i am too hurt then.. reach are all seal in my forbidden memories...

in secondary school. so many ppl came into my life, simon [lost contact], promise[lost contact] and many others. why? i dun noe. pershaps its my mind.. they were my sec 1 best buddies.. training KOF and going shopping together.. but.. haiz.. then time seems so fast, 5 years gone already.. i was so sad on the last day.. sad till practical i spoke of nothing.. very very sad.. the fact that i miss the days of secondary school days, as a peer leader , cmc leader, or even been punish.. i miss mrs janet wong which is the justice of the school, i miss mdm cheong which tot my confidence and abt life as my lower sec form teacher, i miss mrs iris lim which tot me to become the top POA student in N levels.. and i miss of course all the other teachers.. time is not on our side... i believe that they will surely miss us too.. even after all the nasty things we did to them.. if i have a choice i will freeze the time in that moment...

now.. stressful and assignments loads.. coming non-stop.. no one to guide us as if that we are the sec sch students anymore.. no punishment except for police to arrest if we ever commit a crime.. not a moment of peace, facing people outside of different family background, ppl with attitude problem, and a lot of show lots.. fight back my words if you want, cos it will only show there are truth in this message.. but now i am very tired of living... how i wished for an end .... but i'm sure my wish will be fulfil one day, as very beginning will come to an end, happy or sad.. not much of our choice..

life is precious, i will choose to live on and strive till the very day i vanish from the surface of this world... even if it takes me to commit wrong things, i will not run, for i will face and confront my problems, fears that will face in live.. no turning back now...

for its nearly 1 sem gone in poly... time shall not be wasted anymore, getting serious abt everything, no time for jokes...

for i have recovered my memories of wat that is far more then what i seek for..

F**KING DAY

today 2nd time kanna pissed off... argh...

oopm tonight go to rush... so will be very busy lata....
stsc... saturday then i continue liao..

not in good mood now...

hate this world

The Exams are Coming the Exams Are cOming!!!

u got it? the EXAMS are coming!!!! very very scared... cos of DVID & DAUD.. very hard u noe?!! haiz.. maths and oopm at least i got some idea wat i'm doing leh..
DVID so much to study and rememorize... DAUD .. so less to read and too much to noe abt!!!

haiz..

sian..

and wats more... IDEA sucks!! still have to go to print the 2 A1 Panels ... 70 over SGD leh.. rich ppl print can lah!! me very broke liao... haiz

DAUD next monday presentation.. Tim Teo will mark on the spot... haiz.. anyway i've done my part editing the raw clips and being the narrator and DJ.. so.. i hav no regrets...

sian.. OOPM graded assignment due next monday.. and mr Hubertus will be interview me on the 19th to check whether i really programmed the game myself..

and wats more.. today when out with soon chye after school.. go lot 1 to watch movie.. not much of a choice .. so we go watch the EXOCIST.. haiz... very sian.. though the suspense was great... mostly audio parts did the suspense.. watch until halfway my ShinGoKu shaking me up.. sms from Daniel , that he didnt get through the exam.. it was a Professional Exam .. Flash MX 2004 Developers.. sad for him.. but Daniel if u see this.. cheer up! its over already no use being upset! we have to move on! lifes like that... not everything is the way we wanted..


haiz.. very sleepy le.. tmr morning will wake up early to do parts of my STSC assignment...

assignment assignments ... haiz.. ppl from TP already holidays... haiz.. start early end late somemore.. and we start late end early.. haiz.. very very unfair leh!!! wat to do.. lifes like that....

monitor exploded yesterday.. today early in the morning went to sim lim to get another one... haiz.. got a flatron ez 17" monitor... cos no $$ or else i will surely get a LCD monitor.

before the monitor.. Yu Gi Oh! DuelMonsters debuts on the 6th Oct 2004 .. got it on the 7th, it pretty good.. all those Elemental Hero stuff, and the last appearance of the Legendary Duelist Yugi Muto was very well done, and he grew a few inches. He gave a Hane Kuriboh to Yuki Juudai. A candidate to enter the Duelist Yousei School.. blah blah blah.. lol

and my personal life.. oh.. get a life!!! oh.. whats my life?? going to SP, and coming home late and not even time to revise.. but i find anime and duel monster priority then others.. i have been bringing my green deck to school everyday.. and i merged my Miracle Creation and Heaven Hell decks to ONE ... Miracle Creation + Heaven Hell = Miracle's Drive. cheers..

tested it yesterday with yong seng, all wins for Miracle's Drive. hopefully this new borned deck which started as a red eyes black dragon deck and a warriors deck, evolved in one year to become Miracle Creation and Heaven Hell, will enter the new deck era with colourful results...

next...

GUNDAM SEED DESTINY EPISODE 1
(i got this episode after i reach home from the duel yesterday)
it was great !! marvellous!! and wats more my monitor after watching that episode, exploded lol..

now...

i am going to rest for a while.. tmr do DAUD and DVID assignments , will be a busy day again.. pls.. i am not as friendly as before.. i have evolved alot.. i dun take jokes as an entertainment now.. and do not provoke me.. the gift which was given to me or in me .. the seal has been unleashed.. i can now...